The Married Series: Trying New Things
Balance of Strength
The Married Series: Being Quiet in Your Own Home
They had not been married long, but the paths that led their relationship into being created a different dynamic than many newlyweds. Moving into a place with four children, none of whom are biologically yours, can cause resentment in some men, but he was altogether different. He embraced the children as if they were his while finding ways to respect their relationship with their father. He was happier than he’d ever been with all of the energy, laughter and love but also had a harder time finding space for himself and a bit of peace. It was a regular night like any other and the children had been put to bed while the kitchen was cleaned and dishwasher started when he plopped down on the couch to watch tv and unwind. When she emerged from the hallway and announced it was Monday night, he was altogether happy to put football on and catch what was left of the game beside his beautiful, brown wife. She enjoyed catching the games as much as he did but she seemed to have something else on her mind that night and when she walked over, stood directly in front of him and moved his hands up her thighs and over her hips to show that she wasn’t wearing panties, he was even happier that neither of their favorite teams was playing.
The Married Series: Coming Home
She didn’t like it when he went away on business trips, but she adored the moment when he came home. Although it was quite a bit for one person to handle, seven children and only one of her, the older kids were quite helpful on the weeks when he was traveling and their willingness to help with the younger three made all the difference. She knew his flight was getting in late so dinner/bath/bedtime was hers alone but he was such a generous man that he always made it up to her on the evenings when he was home. She tried staying up late to welcome him, but fell asleep while reading again. His flight had been delayed and by the time he was on the ground and able to text her, she was dozing soundly. He was quiet as he walked entered the house and bedroom. Although he knew that it would be wise to unpack his bags sooner rather than later, he also knew that doing that would wake her up. Removing his clothes and weary from the six days of travel, he slid between the cool covers on his side of the bed in his birthday suit.
The warmth from her side of the bed literally beckoned him and once he caught a whiff of her scent, his body began to harden with desire for her. Somewhat hesitant to wake her but remembering that she thoroughly enjoyed the way that he woke her, he wrapped an arm around her and pulled her in close to him. He began by kissing her shoulder while caressing her breast. Hearing the mmm’s coming from her throat, he knew she was happy that he woke her. He continued kissing her body and gently turned her over to kiss and lick her breasts. Using his hands to knead them and bring each of them to his mouth, she gently rubbed his scalp in encouragement. She knew that he was going to one of two places depending on the direction that he took from her chest. An ascent meant fifteen to twenty minutes of intercourse, however a descent meant she’d be happily sleepy in the morning from their mutual attention to the other’s very sensitive, tasty areas. He picked the descent and a soft “oh yeah” emerged from her lips. Even though she knew where his exploration was headed, the trail that he would blaze with his hand before following with his mouth never failed to leave her body shaking with anticipation of him reaching his final destination. Enjoying her responsiveness, he began to move a little more slowly including planting delicate kisses on her inner thighs. When he finally used his fingertips to part her soft folds, she had fists full of covers and her body was tight with tension. The first sensation of his warm tongue on her clitoris was excruciatingly sweet. For a moment, she thought that her climax was going to happen then, but he pulled away just enough while planting small kisses on her that her orgasm was not found then. When his fingers found his way into her while his tongue played on her swollen, womanly button, she knew that the only way to avoid waking the whole house with the screams from her pleasure was to bury her face in the pillow. Sensing her peak, he braced himself and held onto her hips. It was her pattern to begin bucking so hard during her climax that he had to forcibly bury himself in her. He wanted to not only taste her mildly flavored excretions, he also wanted her to experience the full sensation of his mouth from start to finish. The muffled screams had him torn between smiling with self satisfaction and keeping his face glued to her pussy while seeing her through. He managed it and although he desperately wanted to feel her tongue sliding down his shaft, knowing that she had no aversion to tasting herself on him, he first wanted to experience the clenching of her walls on him so a swift movement to slide himself into her sheath was all that it took for her second orgasm to begin. She never tired of the incredible sensation of him filling her so completely, especially during her orgasm. At first, she could only manage a few, “yeah..oh yeah…please…yes” but as she was able to come down from her second climax and regain a bit of her sanity, she did not hesitate to let him know how much she loved being fucked by him. Although he wasn’t much of a talker during sex, he was always happy to hear her saying, “yes, fuck me, I…love…the…way…you…fuck…me.”
Sensing the change, but getting close to his own climax, he wanted to feel her mouth on him before his final moments. Pulling out, she knew exactly what he wanted and sat up as he sat back. Without speaking, she began to gently rub down his shaft to his testicles and let her mouth follow. He wasn’t all that comfortable sitting back on his heels, but the last thing that he wanted to do was stop her attention to his lap. He knew that she wasn’t psychic, but she seemed to sense his lack of comfort and asked him if he wanted to reposition himself then pointed out that it would help her get at his body better if he would. He was a smart man and knew better than to say no in an effort to make her feel better and promptly shifted himself. Although he enjoyed the incredible sensation of being buried inside of her body, she had this tendency to suck on him as if his cock had the antidote to the terminal illness that she may have had. Her enthusiasm to lick and taste him outshone anyone else who he’d ever been with and made it easy to forget them. She seemed single minded in her determination to bring him pleasure but her warm, wet, snug, pussy was still his favorite way to climax so he lifted her face to his then shifted her hips to straddle him. He enjoyed looking into her eyes while their bodies were pressed together so intimately; it made him feel like their souls were completely connected in those moments. He was close, so very close, but more than looking into her beautiful chocolate eyes, he couldn’t do without the feel and taste of her warm mouth on his, especially when she whispered her love to him. So, as he felt his orgasm coming, he pulled her face to his again and as he began kissing her, he heard her whisper, “you coming home is always the best moment of my life”
A Story For Zed
In another day, another time, perhaps even another lifetime, you are mine.
I am free to do TO you
WITH you
whatever I please.
I awake with your husky voice in my ear and your arm wrapped around my naked body. I can feel you press the length of your body to mine while your hardening cock reminds me of our passion. I pretend to be asleep because I love the way you wake me with your fingers or your mouth, depending on your mood. That morning you choose both. I feel your warm mouth trailing kisses across my back and shoulders and slowly turn to lie flat to allow you better access. You begin kissing and licking my nipples while using your fingertips to tease and separate my lips to test my wetness and readiness for you. I can no longer pretend as I moan and begin to kiss the top of your head. You don’t make me wait long as you realize that I woke up ready for you. The knowing smile that dances on your lips as you move between my parted thighs makes me happy that the sun has risen enough to allow me to see your handsome face. You enjoy making me wait for you as you tease us both. Finally, your entrance fills me so pleasurably that I gasp with excitement and you tense with pleasure as I clench around you. You take a moment to settle in and we both feel at home. A few minutes of your strong thrusts are more than enough, but you don’t allow me the satisfaction of completion yet. Gathering me into your arms and flipping over on your back, I smile as I spread my legs even further, get in position and begin the wonderfully familiar grind. You place your large, beautifully calloused hands on my hips and guide me to rock while riding at a steady rhythm. Not one to waste time, you wet your thumb and find my clitoris…I instantly respond. While you make gradually quickening circles around my delicate bud, my walls pulse and clench you. Almost unable to balance your pace because of the intense feelings coursing through your body, I put my hand over yours to help you help me finish. Our combined efforts bring about wave after wave of pleasure for my already trembling body and again you flip me to find yours. Before I can fully relax, you begin to vigorously slide in and out of my body, stealing my ability to speak or think and the only words available “yea, yea, yea”. I watch your face and begin to concentrate on squeezing and holding you.
You are close…I can see it…I can feel it…I smile
I bite my lip and clench harder.
You explode and I see you tense and groan and tense again, and I feel satisfied
because
you are mine
and I will do that again to you
as soon as you recover…
The Man In Her Dreams
After an extended hug from a rather sexy friend, she was having trouble avoiding the delicious fantasies that his manliness induced. But, while thinking of him failed to produce satisfactory outcomes, due to the nature of his marital status, there was another that she felt free to consider in all of his masculine glory.
He was the kind of man that made her skin contract into goose pimples when she heard his husky voice. His protective nature made her feel more feminine than she had felt in a while and the craziest part is that she never laid eyes on his actual physical form. She’d seen pictures and they spoke on the phone all the while exchanging at least one message each week via some social medium, text message or phone call. She knew how tall he was, she could tell from his pictures he had athletic build, and he seemed to understand simple things that she connected with easily. They had plenty in common, including the mutual love of their own children. While she tried to avoid fantasizing about him and even went so far as to put him on something of pedestal to maintain the respectful boundary that they’d set, she still found herself turned on by his pictures and demeanor. She found that it was difficult to avoid infusing him into nearly every life situation and when she considered the man that she would love to engage in coitus with, it was always his face she imagined. When she imagined his face, she always saw a sly smile as he looked at her while she sat back on his heels between her open thighs. She could see him playing with her using his fingertips to excite her. She could easily visualize him taunting her with kisses around her thighs, belly and vulva waiting for her to beg him, “please, lick it, please”. She could imagine showering with him as he soaped her back while entering her. She’d want him to grind purposefully against her while using his hand to stimulate her clitoris. She could feel the warm water running over her back while his cock filled her and his hand excited her so expertly. She could see herself filling her mouth with him while he sat on her couch gently covering her head with his hand. She could feel his excitement as she licked and sucked on him. She could see sneaking peeks at his face as his blue eyes dilated with the anticipated orgasm. She could feel his buttocks flex as he automatically lifted himself closer to her face for more attention.
She could visualize all of this while she used her own feminine juices to rub her clitoris. As her orgasm grew closer, she could easily see him taking her while she was propped up on the kitchen counter with her legs wrapped around his flanks. The tension grew and as she ran her tongue across her teeth, she found herself wishing he was available to suck or lick on. Her muscles tensed, she saw his grinning face and as she exploded, she heard him say, “That’s right sweetheart, let it go” followed by, “God, you’re gorgeous”. As her orgasm waned, she could feel him plunging into her quickly and forcefully, motivated by the automatic spasms of her walls around him while saying between groans, “yes, oh, yes”, then suddenly stiffening and shivering. She turned over, smiled peacefully and fell asleep all the while thinking, “hmmm, he’s really fuckin’ sexy”.
Living In The Sweet Spot
“…How you kiss me at night, I miss the way we sleep. Like there’s no sunrise, Like the taste of your smile, I miss the way we breathe. But I never told you, What I should have said. No, I never told you, I just held it in. And now, I miss everything about you…”
— Colbie Caillat
I will be your prey if you hunt
I will be your mare if you stud
I will be your sub if you dom
I will be your dough if you knead
You can have my honey if you taste
I will take your staff anyplace
You can have my fruit if you work
Let me entice you into my molasses web where I will spin you in my chocolate cocoon and drain you of your seed.
Give into the desire in my mouth and on my tongue and let yourself be conquered by the vulnerable she-warrior who straddles your knows
Dance with me and take everything I offer in exchange for all that you don’t want to give away
I am your temptress
I will make it sweet
Fight for your survival
Relinquish with pleasure
I will conquer your thoughts and renew your spirit.
a n t i c i p a t i o n
There She Goes Again….
“…I’m a bitch, I’m a tease, I’m a goddess on my knees. When you hurt, when you suffer, I’m your angel undercover, I’ve been numb, I’m revived. Can’t say I’m not alive, you know I wouldn’t want it any other way…” —Meredith Brooks
I’ve gone off and done it again!
Dammit!
I over analyzed, over scrutinized and msbossypantsknowitall-ed my way right out of a potential relationship. I guess it wasn’t meant to happen anyway if he is walking away but I know that thing that I do. I say that I want a strong man, an alpha, then he shows up and I go all teacher-mommy-icandoitallbymyself-independentwoman on him without giving him a chance to see all of me. I try so hard to impress him with my competence and/or credentials that I essentially tell him that there’s not much room left in my life for him. I’m so busy proving myself to overcome my insecurities that I refuse to recognize that he liked me just for me. It certainly isn’t for my overweight-still-losing-twin-baby-weight body. Nor is it for my super straight model teeth. Maybe my awkward, dry, mostly kooky one liners?
No, I think I know why he liked me but I guess the truly ridiculous paradoxical question is, do I like me? Do I like myself enough to simply not know the answer to everything? Do I like myself enough to let out a little snort at his silly jokes? Do I like myself enough to not worry about my hands getting sweaty when he touches me or forgetting anything that I want to say when he looks my way? Do I like me enough to let the vulnerable woman emerge and show him that I trust him with those parts of me?
Much like tootsie roll pop, the world may never know.
But what I do know is that for the time that we shared however brief or long it may end up being, he inspired me. He inspired my heart to dream and then to write. He reawakened feelings that I thought were gone and if I never see him again, or feel him, or breathe him or taste him, I will hold him close while my heart thanks him.
I want to be your lady,
your whore,
your friend,
your bore.
Your foreign homecoming and your comfortable paradox.
I want your softening hardness with your expected surprise
The unknown familiarity in your beautiful blue eyes.
—by Me 🙂
Finding Pleasure When He’s Not Around: A Brief Story
She slowly awoke to the throbbing wetness between her legs and thought, “c’mon, not right now, I have to work tomorrow.” But, knowing it mean she’d lay there, sleepless, thinking about his muscular frame, her only choice was pleasuring herself until she found her climax. She began touching herself in an effort to bring about the explosion that thoughts of him deserved. She readjusted and allowed her right hand to find her feminine parts as her knees fell open for better access.
Usually the fantasies about him came in flashes; brief images of his arms, his thighs, his chest, his erect cock. This evening she imagined his face, she always saw a sly smile as he looked at her while he sat back on his heels between her open thighs. She could see him playing with her using his fingertips to excite her. She could easily visualize him taunting her with kisses around her thighs, belly and vulva waiting for her to beg him, “please, lick it, please”.
Another flash, she could imagine showering with him as he soaped her back while entering her. She’d want him to grind purposefully against her while using his hand to stimulate her clitoris. She could feel the warm water running over her back while his cock filled her and his hand excited her so expertly.
Flashing again, she could see herself filling her mouth with him while he sat on her couch gently covering her head with his hand. She could feel his excitement as she licked and sucked on him. She could see sneaking peeks at his face as his eyes dilated with the anticipated orgasm. She could feel his buttocks flex as he automatically lifted himself closer to her face for more attention. She could visualize all of this while she used her own feminine juices to rub her clitoris.
As her orgasm grew closer, she could easily see him taking her while she was propped up on the kitchen counter with her legs wrapped around his flanks. The tension grew and as she ran her tongue across her teeth, she found herself wishing he was available to suck or lick on. Her muscles tensed and she saw his grinning face as she exploded in orgasm.